I’m currently terrified.

I’m getting ready to live on my own, in another country, for six whole months and secretly I’m shitting my pants.

It’s why, I’ve been lagging on my visa process -, I do want to go on this trip. I KNOW it will be awesome and I’ll love it once I get to Europe, but I’m also really afraid of leaving my giant support system I have at home. The friends and family that are essential parts of my life will just disappear for half a year and I’ll have no way to see them face to face.

It’s really frightening.

So I’m forcing myself to keep going through the process, to take that first step on the plane and make it to Slovenia. I’m going to keep being afraid and worried – obviously, but I’ve already invested in this adventure. I have to do it.

And I have to do it alone.