I’m never quite sure what to post here.

I feel like this blog has taken a side road, a path that doesn’t lead to our original intentions.

Sure, I’ve been posting some original content. A new poem every now and then or some old writings. And I’ve been sticking to our Friday collaborations. (Unlike some of our designated trio, *ahem…) But, I think we had a different idea for this blog. Something a little light, a little deep, a little funny, a little informative.

More of a “sharing of the experiences” than a “I have nothing better to do, I’ll post absolute nonsense here.”

The silly thing is, I always feel like I have to post something deep and profound. And it always ends with a “Fuck it, I’m over this, I don’t give a shit anymore.”

It’s seriously starting to affect my other blog. I’ve stopped posting the things I really feel because I’ve been busy trying to scrounge up a good topic for here. And, even then, you’re left with something lukewarm.

I’ve been dreaming up a concept for a new post, one about stress. And I really want to post it. The problem is, I’m not sure whether I want to post it here or on my other blog. My other blog has seen the darker side of me. Things are a mess of emotions there: light, dark, heavy, intense, silly, nonsensical, boring, apathetic. It’s got everything. But here, I’m still trying to find my voice, find who I am, how I want to present myself.

I feel like I still have time to figure it out, but I’m not sure.